IM IN DEEP TOUGHT..
I'VE BEEN WORKING ON THIS ALBUM SINCE JULY 07! Its been the most interesting part of my life! Now as I look back on the album, and I listen to it, I must say its a cool peice of art but, to be honest with you I lost my excitement! I was excited about releasing this project and now I feel like I waisted my time. People will kill your joy, if you allow them too! I wanted to be apart of the A-list and be accepted by my peers in Ministry. I was worried about the music forgetting about who I was doing it for! Trying to please an audience, impress critics, be embraced by the Christain Hip Hop Communty, lead me into this deep depreession. I felt like my gift was worthless. Theres been times when I just wanted to give up! Frustrated and hurt but I realized that I may never be accepted or aknowledged but I as long as God is pleased, your thoughts are just opinions!
PS: Sorry it took me so long, Ive been working on the album. We are a couple weeks away!!!
B-LUV
2 comments:
Exactly bro. Recognition comes when you don't look for it. But at the same time, you shouldn't be lookin for tht result. The only result you should be looking for is for God to be pleased. Mat 6:33 "Seek first the kingdom of God and all His righteousness and all things will be given to you."...And think about it. If God is pleased with how you affect a hundred people, why wouldn't he give you access to a thousand, a million, a billion?? But you gotta keep your aim to affect one so that when you bring one soul to Christ, you are satisfied and appreciate it. Stay Kingdom-minded bro and think about the Big Picture. (wasn't done on purpose lol)
I agree w/OnePurpose. Also remember: "Am I now trying to win the approval of men, or of God? Or am I trying to please men? If I were still trying to please men, I would not be a servant of Christ."-Galatians 1:10
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