THOUGHTS ON THE WALL 10/25/09

I HAVE A LOT ON MY MIND THESE DAYS..MINISTRY, SCHOOL, FAM, FRIENDS, MARRIAGE...AND THE LIST CONTINUES! SO MANY PROMISES HAVE BEEN MADE TO ME BY PEOPLE. MY HEART HAS BEEN BROKEN. MENTALLY IM DRAINED FROM THE STRESS! THERES PLACES I WANT TO BE, THINGS I WANT TO SEE, BUT I KNOW IT WILL ALL HAPPEN IN GOD'S TIME. I HAVE SO MANY DREAMS AND THINGS I WANT TO ACHIEVE BUT EVERYDAY IT SEEMS LIKE THEY GET FURTHER AND FURTHER AWAY? WHAT SHOULD I DO? HONESTLY?...."KEEP PUSHING" IF I QUIT NOW, ILL JUST BE ANOTHER PERSON THAT WASTED HIS LIFE AND WHEN THE GOING GOT ROUGH, I LEFT! NOPE, NOT ME, I WILL BE SOMETHING GREAT IN GOD, GREATER THAN I AM NOW. I'M NOT TALKING ELEVATION OR A TITLE...NOPE! I JUST WANT GOD TO HAVE HIS WITH ME, AND OPEN DOORS SO I CAN SPREAD THE GOSPEL TO MY GENERATION. IT COULD BE THROUGH, MUSIC, FILM, BOOKS, FASHION, ETC..ALL THESE THINGS I HAVE DREAMS IN, BUT IT HAS NO PURPOSE IF THE ONE IM DOING IT FOR IS NOT INVOLVED! SO IM FOUCUSED AND HUMBLE! WAITING MY TURN! SO WHEN HE CALLS I WILL BE READY! THESE ARE MY THOUGHTS ON THE WALL! - B-LUV